I must say I am sorry for many things that have taken place in the past
few month. I have hurt family, city, and myself in a self-destructive
path to attempt to follow the teachings and ways of the Lord Raezon. For
a long time now, His presence has twisted my thoughts, causing me to
stop at nothing to achieve goals, to push the limits of my abilities,
and given me confidence to know that I can do anything. As wondrous as
this drive of mine that He has inspired in me, His order has now
sundered my life. He is that dark voice in your head that pushes you to
climb for power, to pursue forgotten knowledge, to abuse those around
you. Indeed, being in His order caused me to lie to my own children, and
almost quit my entire family. I was won over by promises of power,the
thought that I could control what others haven't, and, the idea that I
could follow Him without surrendering my life and everyone in it. For
all the pain my folly has caused, I can now see; I was blinded. Blinded
by the Taint, or, at least the idea of what it means to be Tainted.
Sacrificing others for self gain, pushing away and taking the quick path
to power. To Celest, my friends, and most importantly, my family, I say
this now: I am sorry.

Lord Raezon, I, Shaeden Falathrim, here today, reject You. Never again
will I let myself fall pray to Your tainted whisperings of power and
sorcery. I denounce You, as the Basin as my witness, I denounce You.

Shaeden Falathrim

Penned by my hand on the 15th of Dvarsh, in the year 149 CE.