As many of you know, I have been discharged from the Glomdoring. I must
thank Daganev for that; by doing so he allowed me to see things as they
are, not as I wished them to be. For too long I allowed my loyalties and
inner darkness to fuel my twisted views. No longer.

In the past few months, things have become far more clear than they ever
were. As though awakening from a dream, I have come to comprehend the
atrocities I performed in the service of the Taint. I have always
believed in honour, justice, integrity, and loyalty... Yet for too many
years I have allowed myself to fall sway to my inner evils. I have been
a hateful, bitter, impulsive person, often toeing the line with
insanity. I have sought power for power's sake, lashed out at the
innocent, and abused those weaker than me. In short, I was evil.

I won't make excuses for my actions. I did what I did willingly, because
I believed it was right. As a child, I thirsted for power, and I traded
my values for them. I blinded myself in my quest for glory. I was wrong.

As hollow as it no doubt sounds, I am sorry. My assaults on Celest and
Serenwilde will take a very long time to make amends for. I have taken
immense numbers of lives, I have slain tremendous amounts of Fae, and I
have slaughtered countless angels. Words cannot describe the shame and
sadness I feel when I look back upon my life, not for myself, but for
the pain I have inflicted upon others.

I have unjustly harmed countless people in the past 19 years of my
life..Far too many to list. I can merely say that I am sorry, and seek
to right those I have wronged. I do not ask my victims to forget what I
have done, for denial of the past is folly. I merely ask that I be given
the chance to earn forgiveness, and to mend the wounds I have inflicted
so callously.

Humbly,
Visaeris Mae'loch

Penned by my hand on the 4th of Roarkian, in the year 119 CE.