Dear Celest,

I have tried writing something to you for some time, and each time words
fail me. So now I just try to write what I feel. These last few months I
have spend some time thinking about my existence up until this day. And
I have come to realize I hurt a great many people that cared for me
regardless of my childish tantrums.

After all the chances New Celest had given me, I did the worst possible
thing imaginable. I left for the taint not because I thought it was
better, but because I wanted to hurt myself and the people close to me.
I am sorry that I betrayed your trust and I am sorry I deceived you.

I wish to rectify something I wrote when I left, New Celest . While like
Serenwilde you have a few rotten apples in your walls, the city itself
and its people are far from malevolent like my post implied. Many of you
are great people that I never deserved to know. I thank you for the
effort you all have made in changing my life for the better. And I am
sorry I fell short in every way.


Lady Terentia,

I owe You an apology as well. You had invested time and effort in
guiding me during my time in Celest and I have betrayed You by first
insulting Your order as a Celestian and then using it as an excuse for
my betrayal. I failed for I was incapable of comprehending the gift You
gave me.

Sincerely,
Anisu

Penned by my hand on the 22nd of Tzarin, in the year 197 CE.