FORSAKEN - a ballad -+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+-+- I wander through familiar trails With birdsong in my breast, A melody within my sails And all around me blessed With dancing color, with prismatic light, With beauty to arrest. These long and winding, these familiar trails Once led me to one place: A safe harbor for all my ails, A precious and warm space-- Between your arms, my dearest friend, As I thought was the case. Beneath the shaded, humming trees, Whose music thrums from deep, We'd listen, and I'd sing to please-- The joy in our hearts did heap With comforts and with Maiden's life, With pleasures I thought would keep; But something rumbled up from the deep, And shook me to my core: A beast we'd all thought long asleep, A darkness to abhor, And I took to wing above it all, To keep above and soar. You'd lost your wings, though, I'd forgot, When you stared into the lake, When you thought you'd found what you had sought, A reflection you'd forsake; So my dear, the darkness came for you, A darkness like a snake. It garbed itself in shining light, A light too bright to see; It masqueraded all in white And called itself holy. It profaned the rhythms within you And gave to you false lee. All the color bled then from you, My friend, and my safety, Bled you dry until it was through And took you away from me; And the Light then did swallow you whole And made a zealot of thee. Now I search for you within the song Of the Forest, of my home; For your voice here again I long, And to find it I will roam The furthest stretches of the Wilde From dawning 'til the gloam. And now these most familiar trails, Filled with melody, sweet rhyme, Are but small comfort for our travails As your colors fade with time, As the dark serpent strangles you tight With promises sublime.